人生的起伏

不知从什么时候开始。。

我觉得自己已经变了。。。

clubbing又喝酒。。。

每天过着不知道什么的生活。。

这是我唯一减压的方法。。

我很想改。。但却有心无力。。

好像缺乏了一股力量。。

分手后，

没有了女朋友。。我真的会死吗？

不知道为什么。。

长大后。。

烦恼一天比一天多。。。

我比较喜欢小时候天真无邪没有烦恼的我。。

现在。。

烦钱。。烦读书。。烦这个。。那个。。

朋友。。。

有几个是真心的呢？吃喝玩乐的一堆多的是。。

真正的知己各忙各的东西了。。

世界变了。。人也变了。。

大家都往他们该走的方向去了。。

而我孤独一人迷失了自己。。

我人生好像没有了目标。。。

好多人都以为我是个PLAYBOY..

其实你们看到的都只是表面上的东西。。

我心里那个真正的我。。你们又看到吗？

我真的很烦！！很烦！！

怎么办？？

怎么办？？

MY NAME~!

K-KEE YEW CHIN's
E-ENTIRE
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K-KEEP IN TOUCH!!!
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E-ENJOY READING ALTHOUGH IT'S KINDA BORING...
W-WHEN YOU'RE BORED.. TEXT ME!!!!

C-CARE FOR OTHERS AS YOU HOPE OTHERS WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU
H-HAPPY IS IMPORTANT!! A SMILE COULD CHANGE EVERYTHING...!~
I-IN LIFE, NOT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE PERFECT..
N-NOW, REMEMBER TO TREAT EVERYONE BESIDES YOU NICELY SO THAT YOU WON'T
FEEL REGRET OF LOSING THEM IN THE FUTURE!!!~

oh yeah!~ study!!

oh yeah!!~ study...!
don't know why every time during the exam i always don't have mood..!
until 12am of the day of exam only my "engine" started..!~
OMG..
JAPANESE exam will be starting at tmr's 9am...
although it's just either pass or fail(no grade)..
MOOD ..
MOOD ...
MOOD ...
please..!!
hopefully can pass la this time..!
i believe i can DO it..
survival model has given me confidence as i also study last minute...
and in the final i think i did quite well..
but not an A or A- also la.. because the coursework marks not really high..
hopefully this sem i can hit my target..
this is to prove to myself whether i can continue with this course again or not..
GOGOGO..
KEN!!!
wake up..

japanese..! pass or fail..>?

i would definitely aim for a PASS!!!!!!

A lonely guy who lost his way...

A lonely guy...
Seeing the starry night alone...
with no laughter.. no smiles...
what is the meaning of love??
what is the meaning of life??
i don't know...
until i met you...
i saw the sunshine..
it was so awesome...!
once again my life is being brighten up...
and i have known what is he word called "life"....
suddenly when i woke up..
i saw HIM...
The God told me: " it was just a dream..!"
i cried and i begged that this is not true..
then the God said" you are the one who destroyed it.. you cant blame anyone.."
i am so sad after i heard this.. i was so hoping this is not the truth...
why ?? why?? and why??
i don't understand..
i fell down once and once again...
no matter how hard i tried...
the sun will not be coming out again and brighten the whole world..
no one cares about me..
i've lost my way...
either in my studies.. family, friends and love..
i'm a failure..
why i always have no mood to study...
i just know how to hurt the one who loves me..
always don't know how to appreciate things..

lastly, appreciate the one besides you who cares and loves you..

thank you..

Wish U can stay STRONGER~~

Recently, one of my best friend is encountering some problems.. i'm kinda sad that i couldn't help him... don't be sad cause of the result... think it positively.. you are not rushing to go out n work yet.. must enjoy ur college life well..~~ so that we could have a better lifestyle.. at lesast we have some happy moment in our college life.. when we're getting older.. for sure we will miss our high school and also our college life vry vry much.. just an advise.. study hard.. ! and be sure of what you want.. take care..~~ good luck in ur LOVE also..~ my best fren..

-K3N-